Friday, October 29, 2010

In Praise of My Bed

by Meredith Holmes


At last I can be with you!
The grinding hours
sine I left your side!
The labor of being fully humna,
working my opposable thumb,
talking, and walking upright.
Now I have unclasped
unzipped, stepped out of.
Husked, soft, a be-er only,
I do nothing, but point
my bare feet into your
clean smoothness
feel your quiet strength
the whole length of my body.
I close my eyes, hear myself
moan, so grateful to be held this way.

(from Good Poems for Hard Times selected by Garrison Keillor)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Graduate!

I graduated from physical therapy today!!! Woo hoo! I've met all the goals they set for me, so now the hard work actually begins... Now I have to keep doing it regularly, even without the appointments and the accountability of going to the PT office. But the good news is that I don't have to keep paying the ridiculously high fees due to not being in Ithaca :p.
Now today is my "day off" for recuperating and relaxing, before I head to Reston tomorrow! Then off to Ithaca next Thursday! Looking forward to seeing all my math peeps and celebrating a new doctor of math!!!

Monday, October 11, 2010

My daily routine

My days have fallen into my "routine of wellness". I wake up, whenever I feel like it, slowly make my way to the kitchen. I leisurely sip some coffee while reading the comics and doing the crossword puzzle, pet my cat, etc. Eventually I say some prayers, eat a little breakfast, and then head to the gym. I come home, take my shower, eat some more breakfast/lunch, get ready for any appointment (PT, chiropractor, other doctors, etc.), or head to Starbucks for hanging out with my favorite baristas, read a book, or hang out with Beeya while she does homework and I journal. Later, I come home to do my body scan meditation, and then chat online or browse online for some other appointment or research. I might run an errand or get ready for dinner. Then, my parents get home, we have dinner together, and then I spend the evening chatting online, reading a book, and/or watching some movie/Hulu/TV. Then I go to bed at a reasonable hour and begin again! It's amazing how quickly the day goes, even when you're not doing much. I love the slower pace, and the low level of responsibility I have. The only thing I have to do is go to the gym at least 5 times a week and do my body scan meditation 6 times a week. Other than that, I only do what I'm up to. It makes A HUGE DIFFERENCE!
The good news is that I love my physical therapy place, and I'm getting stronger! Fortunately I only have to go to the PT office a few more times, because it's horribly expensive when I'm not in Ithaca. Word to the wise - don't use the Cornell insurance outside Ithaca unless you absolutely have to.
Next weekend, I head to Reston. After I that, I head to Ithaca! I'm looking forward to hanging out with all my math folks, celebrating M's thesis defense and graduation, and eating lots of Thai food and soft serve ice cream! :)